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 with a pen  my name~ nth much today. stayed back aft sch play bball. quite shuang. and. gamesday postponed to... 16august? sians. means this homecoming still nid go. sian. anw. national camp. when is it? whos going? tag me yeah? sunday.
Oh baby Baby, I stay in love with you Dying inside cause I can't stand it Make or break up Can't take this madness We don't even really know why All I know is baby I try and try so hard To keep our love alive If you dont' know me at this point Then I highly doubt you ever will I really need you to give me That unconditional love I used to feel It's no mistaking We're just erasing From our hearts and minds And I know we said let go But I kept on hanging on Inside I know it's over You're really gone It's killing me Cause there ain't nothing That I can do Baby, I stay in love with you And I keep on telling myself That you'll come back around And I try to front like "Oh well" Each time you let me down See I can't get over you now No matter what I do But baby, baby I stay in love with you Na na na na na na na na na Na na na na na na na na na Na na na na na na na na na Baby, I stay in love with you It cuts so deep It hurts down to my soul My friends tell me I ain't the same no more We still need each other When we stumble and fall How we gon' act Like what we had Ain't nothin' at all now Hey, what I wanna do is Ride shotgun next to you With the top down like we used to Hit the block Proud in the SUV We both know our heart is breaking Can we learn from our mistakes I can't last one moment alone Now go I know We said let go But I kept on hanging on Inside I know it's over You're really gone It's killing me Cause there ain't nothing That I can do Baby, I stay in love with you And I keep on telling myself That you'll come back around And I try to front like "Oh well" Each time you let me down See I can't get over you Now no matter what I do Baby, baby I stay in love with you We said let go But I kept on hanging on Inside I know it's over You're really gone It's killing me Cause there ain't nothing That I can do Baby, I stay in love with you And I keep on telling myself That you'll come back around And I try to front like "Oh well" Each time you let me down See I can't get over you Now no matter what I do But baby, baby I stay in love with you I stay in love Love Oh, I stay in love. saturday.
 ! hallos. woke at 9+. slacked arnd the hse. bored thn 1030 went down to whitley court, played bball. thn saw junjie. thn changed location. to the primary sch hall. omg lol i can dunk but i didnt xD. too noob. played wif kunliang,don,junjie,kenneth ong. hahahaa mus practise more bball! thn arnd 12+ went back store rest. thn ruijie came. thn bused to his place. lunched, then went up his hse. got the stuffs. then came down. played badminton. i discovered i hav high standards. =)  when they had nothing better to do. too long nv play. warm up is a neccessity hope can rock the areagamesday hahas thn play until...5+ ? dinner-ed. thn went ntuc wif lehchuan. bought some snacks. mrt-ed back to j8. wandered around j8 awhile. saw ruimin, joe they all at ljs eating. koped abit of joe AND RUIMIN's fries hehe thn went up popular buy stuff. homed.? friday.
afterschooltraining.1st time taking. mm still can ba.. i think? nxt training.2nd july.campcraft promo test! sian.. hope can do well! tmr, going sch to play bball.thn go ruijie place play badminton.. lol battle royale hahahas. siannnn-ing in progress. nth to do. cept maths homework. dun wan to do today lerh.. AH SO SIANN. z thursday
 today! nth much to post abt. no hmwk...I THINK. yea. hahas andand. bball like mugg la. lol i think im starting to like bball?andand badminton! i wan to play sooooon, showdown! =) area4gamesday08. nxt saturday. clash wif homecoming. too bad. hahaha sians. kays i guess i jus post up some peektures and i go do my E MUFF[lol yowyow]  wonderful mr lee.  brandon did something to yuan's sex toy school sucks,
WHERE IS MRS CHUA!!!!damnnn. she's still here dammmit. the lousy pregnant/fat(personally i think she's just fat) chem teacher. SHE DOESNT NOE HOW TO TEACH DAMMIT. rawr she cant teach for nuts. and she sucks. damn. even more boring than yuan. at least yuan got sing dumb lil songs and shout at nigel. this one arh. shooooo. zz wheres mrs chua... zzz im uberly stumped. i hav no idea wtf she's teaching in class. the way she teaches. its putting everyone to sleep. i guess im gona hav to depend totally on tuition. FOR 2 SUBJECTS. zz at least phys de teacher isnt fat/pregnant. lawl. im bored. and im stumped. and i hav no idea how to do chemistry. imma go sch copy? i duno. she sucks. haven even teach finish expect us do ws. wtf can. zz hope tmr's gona be better? well, my hopes get dashed often enough. sooner or later i'll jus lose all hope anyway. so yea. ----------------------------------------- homeworks.
today sian.went out at 140+ go library. thn went joel's hse. condo worhxzxzxzxz hahas bishan loft i think? went to de area beside his swimming pool? noisy yea but nobody there lol.  sebastian was taking pictures of himself. infected me lol. HAHA finished most of my work.wads left would be... pamphlet and phys proj.siannn zzz thn arnd..540+ left the place. walked back to j8. bought myself a.. xxl chicken chop. quite nice.=D thn walk home alone. zz lonely de lor. thn bathe watch tv eat and now im here. chiiiioooonnngg arhhh!
okays tomorrow's sunday. the day after is ..MONDAY. sch reopen. sianday.waste 8hours in sch.sianed. ahh okays. so wad have i done so far.. 2 book reviews. chinese set. ss. chem ws. what have i NOT done- physics ( pressure, kinetic model theory, final year exam paper) BLEAH DIE.. passion pamphlet.zz broader perspectives compre. mmmm. tmr going to like chiong finish la. going to do hmwk wif yk and hopefully yowyow too. cos yowyow finished phys, so can copy? ^^ and doing hmwk wif yk gives me a sense of achievement. cos he's like so ... i duno how to say. YONGKANG-ISH? yea. gives me this inert sense of superiority. hahahahaas okok. im uber bored. i dun wan do anymore hmwk today le. sian-ed half liaos. ------------------------------------ oh yea. went out to near bugis that area. bought 2 pants. nicenice de i guess... =) but my mum dun let me buy the shirts i saw she say i getting beng lols cos the shirts i choose all bengbeng de. BUT I BENG MEH?!!! lol
ruijie and his recommendations lol. one led to another lols..singsangsungstungstingstangblahblehbluh
nothing to do at home. whole day. ahh.zzzlistening to emo songs in the morning ain't good. and im bored. 完美故事lyrics~ 那是才开始认识你的日子 我重复想着简讯里写的句子 假如你是我等待的爱情故事 我希望每页都有你的名字 两个人陌生认识 爱不是个孤独的字 有些话想几千次 对你想说些什么 但是我没办法解释 爱是个有你才完美的故事 我们从以前走到永远为止 因为你有一种很单纯的样子 所以让明天忽然那么真实 那是才开始认识你的日子 我重复想着简讯里写的句子 假如你是我等待的爱情故事 我希望每页都有你的名字 两个人陌生认识 爱不是个孤独的字 有些话想几千次 对你想说些什么 但是我没办法解释 爱是个有你才完美的故事 我们从以前走到永远为止 因为你有一种很单纯的样子 所以让明天忽然那么真实 爱是个有你才完美的故事 我们从以前走到永远为止 因为你有一种很单纯的样子 所以让明天忽然那么真实 bored
终于说出口 lyrics你终于说出口 其实你早就已经不爱我 为什么要低着头 你知道这玩笑骗不倒我 可是这不是玩笑 是要逃避你离开我的理由 我还能做什么 你已经不爱我 我一直都爱着你 难道这还不够 我还要做什么 你才不离开我 我知道你已无心再继续看着我 一心想离开我 我终于也说出口 其实很爱你但从没认真说过 或许是我的错 多在乎你却只放在心中(yeah) 不要问我为什么 因为爱你这就是我的理由 我还能做什么 你已经不爱我 我一直都爱着你 难道这还不够 我还要做什么 你才不离开我 我知道你已无心再继续看着我 没什么需要被原谅 我笑得有些牵强 你知道我总是能够假装不难过 oh不想看你那么累 多希望再给我机会 颤抖着我的手 握住的只是风 我还能做什么 你已经不爱我 我一直都爱着你 难道这还不够 我还要做什么 你才不离开我 我知道你已无心再继续看着我 一心想离开我 oh no no... happening
movie was only like 5.5/10?uber boring. stupid people get shot for banging on the doors. wonder if they're racist.. anws. the plot goes like too sudden. everyone starts dying. then suddenly everything goes back to normal. all in a day? abit dumb la. nature is warning us? we're the enemies? mmm dun like the movie much.. only enjoyed the company. ALOT. anws jackson sad arrh. lose wallet. alot of stuffs inside seh.. hope the ppl can find it soon. lose wallet sibei ma fan de. im uber bored. tmr's tuition+proj day. zz still hav quite a lot of hmwk left undone.. siannnnnnnn i still wanna watch get smart! >.< store cleaning
today's remedial sucked. as per usual.lousy noob *pukes and faints* zz anw aft tht went down. store cleaning! took like manymany hours? from 10+ to 5+.. hahs store is damn damn damn dusty. zz anw really nice to hav MOST OF THE SQUAD around to clean the store. squad bonding. hahas. too bad no pics. eh wait. hav. nehmind, tmr then upload.i lazy.zz very fun veryvery fun. xD rained halfway, had to move stuff in and all... but overall. store cleaning can b said to be a .. success? hehes no store key yet though.. hope to get it SOOOOOON. =) ohoh i finally finished lotf. but i lazy write the book review larhs. sianns. tmr remedial again. see her face. kao wan puke le larh. *^%&$^&!!! rar guess i'll end off for now. ciao! extremities.
ahh neopets!lols. im uber bored. i dunno how to do phys and chem so im leaving them aside until further notice xD now its on to neopets. hahahahahahaha dam cooool de ya and im bored. zz finally finished my chinese set. now all thats left is to finish reading lotf and do the damn book review. zz and passion pamphlet. nvm do it tmr during chinese remedial.. zzzzz think i wan go slp le. byebye im off to my bedy! hahas *looking for tai lung and tigress baby pictures, if hav pls tell me!!! x) wuxi fingerhold
kungfu panda.dam -.- its sibei guailan. worth a watch xD we were talkin abt it..lols brandon ; hey to the opposite of decmber says:-.- anws. yesterday is history. tomorrow is a mystery.today is a gift. that's why its called the present. havent really done alot of work.but reasonable enuf. i think? will b finishing up all chinese today. zz and then i'll be left wif.. 2phys ws, chem, LOTF book review, passion pamphlet and .. phys project sian zz oh yea. i wan to buy a cardigan lol. and some new jeans. and some new pants. and stuffs. new bag would be nice too. hahaha ps. damn sian.. more of a man than you'll ever be.
to that stupid noob number ystd:go and die. u have no right to tell me to piss off or wdv. u noe why? yes, if u guys noe me well, u noe which relation of his im gona insult. u were the jerk who flirt, u were the one who made her so unhappy and upset. i look down on u, no matter how tall u are. u say u wan come find me when sch reopen? COME LA. u think i scared? i bet ur dick's as small as ur brain, which is NON-EXISTENT. sportsman very big isit? break one leg and ure gone. dun think u can threaten me dat easily. u think only u can? one word to gky or gyh and u will be kicked out of ur precious sports class. listen, u were the one who made her cry. u hav no right to come back crawling, when u hav no one else by u. i will not let u hurt her again. if she's ignoring u right now, at least borrow a brain from somewhere and read the DAMN SIGNS. irritating little prick. hair all drop off right, i noe. i DESPISE u, volleyballplaying-despo-flirt-ugly-bohlampa-noobshit-stupid-nobrain jerk. piss off.
i jus woke up on the wrong side of the bed. literally.BELOW DE DAMN THING. rawr head hurts. material below maybe potentially provacative.beware anws. jus a small little thing to say. FUCK OFF 907017--. how i want to talk to MY friends is none of ur damn business. i actually wanted to insult ur whole damn family. but too bad. i guess i'll jus be wasting time. irritating prick. im a hungry, pissed, head-pain sec3. wad can u do. come my class find me when sch reopen ah. woah. im so scared. FUCK OFF SERIOUSLY. cheebai mother die no balls dun dare say ur own name. hair all drop off u oso duno. dick. im bored and im wet. z jus moved the aquarium arnd. sians. zz i dun understand no shit abt pressure. or physics. chem is not helping either. all i've done so far is... my li jie wen da-s, 1 book review and ss. wad i've NOT done - ying yong wen, zuo wen, LOTF book review, 2phys ws, chem wb, english pamphlet shit,phys proj. royally screwed, dats wads happening. lawl lmsc`08 grad vid
argh
feeling abit dizzy now.drowsy, even. body's abit hot. hope its jus fatigue catching up. not fever. rar if its fever. gotta at least do some homework.. zz GO CHARLIE!
lmsc, 3 days.3 days of learning. intense, but cool.xD made new friends, learnt new stuff. but then it also gave me a clear direction, as to wad to comment on. from wad i've seen. u live so close. yet u are alwaysALWAYS the latest,if not 2nd latest to come and meet up. n i dun believe dowel poles will slow u down so much, that u cant even come on time. FOR ONCE. its not like we're purposely aiming u. but u gave us the need to aim you. everytime, u drag us down. late.LATE.late. worst thing is, u dun even care about it. u dun even say sorry to us. wth? late for courses. sian can. i live same area as u, but i can still make it wad. later we say u, u say we ganging up on u. then u behind our backs say wad? huh? pump us as revenge isit? so u think you're so big? no way. time to deflate ur head man. well lets get on wif life. LMSC08. 9-11 june. 3 days. no washing of uniforms lol. alot of other stuffs too luh.. but LMSC`08, charlie. OWNS. =D best group!! yay hahahaha lols. anws. somehow i got best trainee for charlie squad. =D joe for delta, ruimin for bravo & sexypenguin for alpha. OVERALL BEST TRAINEES! MALE - SEBASTIAN, FEMALE - SHAREEN hahs. their face damn red can. haha but lmsc`08 rocked. =D [ anyone has lmsc08 pics, pls contact and send me! ] gimme a c-c-c-h-a, a a-a-a-r-l, l-l-l-i-e c h a r l i e! charlie charlie is the best *clapclap* charlie surely own the rest *fanciful claps* Monster -Meg & Dia
His little whispers.Love Me. Love Me. That's all I ask for. Love Me. Love Me. He battered his tiny fists to feel something. Wondered what it's like to touch and feel something. Monster. How should I feel? Creatures lie here. Looking through the window... That night he caged her. Bruised and broke her. He struggled closer. Then he stole her. Violet wrists and then her ankles. Silent Pain. Then he slowly saw their nightmares were his dreams. Monster. How should I feel? Creatures lie here. Looking through the windows. I will. Hear their voices. I'm a glass child. I am Hannah's regrets. Monster. How should I feel? Turn the sheets down. Murder ears with pillow lace. There's bath tubs. Full of glow flies. Bathe in kerosene. Their words tattoed in his veins. im uber bored. guess i'll sleep soon. nxt up
area 4 lmsc`08.time to show off, time to keep up chsnpcc standards. learn new stuff, open minded to new methods and blahs. bootlickers.backstabbers. many other unpleasant characters. they shd be raped by beetles. =D right, back to target of mirror boots. to be the best that we all can be. no time to slack off. after wednesday then start again. && i wan my new pants soon. rawr. thats all i guess, for today. im supremely bored, but i guess i will finally touch chinese.. stupid yuanbitch. NCO camp.
very nice.loved it. tho tiring, tested us to our limits, learnt LOTS. srsly. lectures, trainings? really prepared us for NCO-ship of course, we're not completely ready to be ncos yet. theres lmsc this monday. rawr hectic weeks. so fast last 2 weeks of hols le. i havent touched any homework yet. guess aft lmsc. its homework to the end. zz theres still problems, but hopefully they can be solved. sometimes i still wonder, did that talk really get into ur heads? or were jus breezing thru it, jus sitting thru it, mind switched off? jus polished my stuff. tmr's more polishing. zz i think tmr gona start touching chinese? yea.. anw NCOcamp`08 really really good. hope they do hav it again for the next batch. to prepare them better.. damn packed.
k jus polished my boots and stuffs.packed bag for tmr. tmr's nco camp. 2d1n. zz 8am plaza yellow blue black. bring $15 and forms if u havent passed up. anws, pk/hfs course. -.- damn damn damn boring. butt dam numb. tmr's gona be super tiring. learning lots of stuffs. thn nxt monday lmsc, still nid full u. rawr. but aft nxt wed, im quite free! but then again. theres tmr to wednesday. i will survive! bleh IM SUPER SIAN-ED.
One in a million - hannah montana
(i was bored hehes) How did I get here I turned around and there you were Didn't think twice or rationalize Cause somehow I knew That there was more that just chemistry I mean I knew you were kind of into me But I figured it's too good to be true I said pinch me, where's the catch this time Can't find a single cloud in the sky Help me before I get use to this guy They say that good things take time But really great things happen in a blink of an eye Thought the chances to meet somebody like you were a million to one I can't believe it Oooh Ohhhh Ooh Ohhh Ooooh You're one in a million All this time I was lookin' for love Try'n to make things work that wasn't good enough Til' I thought I'm through Said I'm done Then stumbled into the arms of the one You're making me laugh about the silliest stuff Say that I'm your diamond in the rough When I'm mad at you, you come with your velvet touch Can't believe that I'm so lucky I have never felt so happy Every time I see that sparkle in your eyes They say that good things take time But really great things happen in a blink of an eye Thought the chances to meet somebody like you were a million to one I can't believe it Oh Oooh Ohhhhhhhhhhh You're one in a million (yeah yeah) All this time I was lookin' for love Try'n to make things work that wasn't good enough Til' I thought I'm through Said I'm done Then stumbled into the arms of the one I said pinch me wheres the catch this time Can't find a single cloud in the sky Help me before I get used to this guy They say that good things take time But really great things happen in a blink of an eye Thought the chances to meet somebody like you were a million to one I can't believe it Ohh ohhhh Yeah yeah They say that good things take time But really great things happen in a blink of an eye Thought the chances to meet somebody like you were a million to one I can't believe it Whoa You're one in a million Yeah You're one in a million Yeah You're one in a million sleep early. good for ur health.
go and die-.-sleeping early's not NATURAL i tell u! rawr~ tmr's our pk/hfs course. and its at hta. yea, AND WE GOTTA MAKE OUR OWN DAMN WAY THERE. BEFORE 8. i duno wad time i gotta wake up tmr. sians. but then, after one week of intense npcc action, its a 1andahalf week break b4 sch reopens. after nxt wed,11june, im freeeeeeeeeee hahs but then, pk/hfs course is 2 day course, after which we hav nco camp in sch, from 6 -7 june. 1 day rest, then 3day LMSC course. hope all goes well. anws, today went to sch at 830. taught the NCC(land) partCs 8basic knots blahblah familiar faces, so easier to teach? i duno. i was there for stage presence hahas. anws, halfway thru i went up wif sebas and rj, ask them teach me cane drill. hard. need more practice.hope i can execute it better next time. aft that session, went to play bball wif don,kenneth, chekwei,desheng they all. fun luh. except some ppl keep hogging the ball. bcome not fun. not everyone's ur standard. rmb that. anws. tmr reporting time. tentative. ncos report at cck mrt, 715am. in yellow green black. changes may be made. and blahblah. make sure to eat breakfast. oh and bring ur forms and stuffs. OR DIE. 1weekOVER
it took me one whole week to realise what i've lost.this realisation. it hurts. love's not all its cut out to be. im trying to ignore the feelings. so far, i've failed. guess i've been trying to deny this fact. that i still love you council structure hahas
 hahs 30th batch NCO council! =D the one circled in red is extremely cool. i duno why. hes jus so so so so cool ^^(hehes) went to cut hair jus now anw. quite nice. abit paikia only i think xD |