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i really dont know what to study for english -.-ended up reading chem and phys.mol.hmm. i still duno light and pressure well.hopefully wont come out that much. nothing much these few days. common test's tmr. i dun feel the jitters lol. and im like getting the urge to buy a new bag.cos crumpler veh small =.= and i still want my cardigan! HAHAS. and i need a new pair of jeans.as well as shirts! i try and try and try,but i cant get over you.but im sure i will,someday.i wonder if you'll be happy when that day comes. die la die.
phys' getting to me. i duno light.die la die.chem's not getting to me.i like it lots.cos mole's conquered.sort of. hehe emaths IS getting to me.cos i forgot my log and my vectors and my graphs T.T amaths is sort of getting to me. i dun like modulus. english and chinese are not getting to me.cos HOW THE HELL DO U HAVE PROBLEMS WITH THEM?! hahs.im still using my bro's com to post. hope to get my com fixed asap.. and like yea.hope to study enough for common tests. bleh. and to you.sorry for tying u down all this time.i'll try to distance myself from you,hope u are happy when im gone. hrmms.
 monitor spoilt. need repair. think after common tests then okay.zz anws. this whole week's rather good? took 2 retests on thursday.backtoback lol.chem thn phys. rarr lol i was bored...and like light is a friggin hard topic. i hav a feeling i need serious help with this..ahhhh oh and like. ndp rehearsal today. hmm drizzling but like i care -.- hahas. was in flag party.rather slack. slow march hmmmmm. need work.not the best yet, mus show off NP standard of slow march ^^ nxt week common tests 3! monday-english tues-hcl wed-ss , phys thurs-chem , history fri-amaths. AUGUST 26-SEC4 cl PRELIMS. rawr why mus we take with them..zzz hmms.nth much le ba. studying nxt week! i need serious tutoring. anyone up for study groups nxt week?message me yeah? p.s. will post more when i hav a WORKING monitor. lols rain rain go away
 went to sch in the rain.nt that i really cared-.- sch's boring. but.. MRS CHUA'S BACK! yay no more toh.no more wu! YAY YAY YAY! hallelujah! lols. ya heard about jared. hais.hope we can help some way or another. we're here for you man. mm aft sch. went market eat wif don. thn sebas jackson heyuan came wif my bag. soon. went hta.  dam boliao can, we spent 1hour+ getting to hta. spent less than 15minutes in the hta. spent 1hour+ getting back. wtf. wasted so much time. hais. common tests start 28th july. with english at the frontline. thn chinese, ss&phys, chem&pure history, a maths. sianed. condolences
 we're all sad for jared. hope he can recover from this tragedy soon. the loss of a close kin is a hard-to-recover one. i guess not many can understand him, but all we can do now. is to be there for him, whenever and do anything to help him. to the best of his ability. chma`08
 grats brandon and his SINE. P for winning chma best band lol.got back home at round 12+ saturday damn packed. 2nd class drill test. dun wanna talk about it. dun wanna retake it ever again. thn like went to eat lunch till arnd 4plus. rushed back home,bathed. went on the com.chatted. thn went down again at 5plus. to meet yan. thn went amk hub meet derek and shawn yong lol. shawn yong srsly anyhow buy clothes.too much money lol. thn takeaway macs.ate and bus-ed to school. quite alot of ppl there alr. saw ppl. woah. then suddenly frx come out. WTF. dam scary. got aura.dam dirty and uncouth.yucks. tried to shake him off.but like a pest he stuck on. DAMN. lol the entry proof was like lightsticks la. thn we wore it around our wrists like bands. xD ya the concert was nice la. veh nice. but emcee mayb shd change it back to mark tan. bleh. shouted like freaks for timothy and ernest and SINE. P hahahas and like i keep koping ppl lightsticks. too bad they dont come in rainbow. wanted to collect 7 make rainbow bands. too bad. aft concert went kpt eat supper. hahas. like one whole gang go eat la. no space.in the end must separate diff tables.  i got 4 worh. plus one from somewhere else. =Dhomed at 12+. thn sleep liao. haven slept in a day. woah. back to studies. lol i think. service day.
 today service day.hmm.nth much. my grp slacked the most. hehe but we were like all can talk one la. lols train for oral. this is a good way. squeeze content and at the same time, let them feel like they 'want' to listen to u preach lols. dam cool. back to sch at 5plus. drills-ed, debrief-ed. rifle-drill.lamed. but i got smth to say. the weak cannot get stronger, if all they do is complain and not improve. i mean like ya la. tmd whole day complain to other ppl. u urself dunwan to improve?! thn u say ppl biased. open ur eyes la. as long as u think of urself as zai. as duapai. u will NEVER improve. lower urself. deflate that ego of yours. open ur mind to new stuffs. LEARN. 2dey.
 today nth much. as usual. went to whitley to see soccer match. aww we lost.but like yea, we din get slaughtered! hoorah. lols. anw. conflict here conflict there, ignore here ignore there. whats the use man. cant everyone just try and work tgt as a team, instead as individuals? no one's perfect, but tgt everyone can make up for each other's imperfect-ness wad. come on guys. co-operate. please. for everyone's information, i DO NOT appreciate ppl to pry into my private affairs, unless i know them personally and well. because because.
today.nth much today in sch. was bored.drew this for zx today during chinese.haha highlighters! =) cept english's as fun as ever. MISS HUA ROCKS! xP. thn assembly.3-6won! yay go ozawa. thn contact time, miss hua wanted to nominate me be prefect. but seeing yongkang..NOWAY. =) thn training. nth much to say ba. but the sec1s scared me.they're uber weird. thn aft tht,sat in on siming sir's goingthru of campcraft theory test papers for sec2s. thn went down, dismissed the sec2s and MADE them do VOLUNTARY survey work. yeah.then went to store to slack. jacky sir was there too. we were like doing some survey too. thn crapped ALOT. flipped thru some OLDOLD*uber old* photos.. saw interesting&veryFAMILIAR photos hahs yea. thn like ya.nth much le. home-ed at around..730++  feelings do not disappear just like that. they're engraved in ur soul. i hope he'll give u the happiness u couldn't find in me. todate.
 wet tent tag.bleah  gameboy(:  survival camp sec3`08 listening compre. i'd say. those o level examiners are cunning devils. purposely make us listen to stupid symphonies for half an hour b4 starting the test. they are trying to get us to sleep so that we will be less alert during the test huh.. those evil people! gotta complain to CASE! rawr. nowadays,going to sch is more of a chore than ever.and i wish someone would pay my phone bills for me.. im jus getting so depressed these few days cos of stupid things. i may seem like that kind of happygolucky kind of guy, but i jus dun like to show that other side of me inside. no one noes how i am when im alone. cos well, i am ALONE. i'd rather no one ever noe, but sometimes, i really wish someone would just try and interpret my emotions, i wish someone would care. today.
 30th batch. im posting for fun. there's nothing to do. i'm bored. survival camp's over. i'm tired. ah. wished survival camp never ended.. well, i guess memories are the only things we can selfishly keep for ourselves. i didnt dare say how much i missed you. survival camp`08
day1-dismissed from sch at 1130,officially 12 but yea,our recess time^^ yea then went to settle some stuffs.. about 1250++ siming sir came in to brief us.. thn the unit proceeded to board the bus then go changi jetty.and then,ferry to ubin. walked to noordin campsite.treasure hunt was first activity but, yeah too bad. raining,notime. so cut short.. was in group GAMEBOY.with joe,ruimin,joash,shareen,sihua,jianshen,isabel,daniel,peiyi,lockleong,hafid... and some others..forgot. thn tent pitching.think we did preeeetty good aye? hahas aft that we went for dinner. thn was..interaction or wdv. thn campfire discussion. discussed stuffs thn it was supper. sentry duty.2nd grp so didnt sleep at first. day2- woke at 5plus.went wash up. PT.breakfast. thn change attire.went for cycle1. for us it was landEX.mm very cool.siming sir took us.quite fun.. learnt a very sad sad song.^^ hahas went back campsite for lunch.thn cycle2. shelter building,firestarting.=) thn command task. acted out a skit..smth like SIT i guess. damn i injured my knee, now there blueblack.and when i bend it..it hurts like HELL.crap. thn was dinner? yea. thn sec2s came and mock campfire began. thn campfire. mm wasnt satisfactory.both sec2s and sec3s were rowdy and didnt really cooperate fully. hais. anws.aft that was night confidence. OKAYYYY. i kept getting poked,slapped,tickled and all that other weird stuff ppl can do to u without u knowing cos ure BLINDFOLDED. a bit too short i felt..the activity cut short..sians. yea then debrief, and sleep.NO FIRE DRILL ON 2ND DAY WORH. day3- didnt really sleep at all..at most was jus lapses of unconciousness..wth.. zz woke at 540+, went washup.thn was PT at 6. thn breakfast.and areacleaning. gameboy was cleaning campfire pit area.thn helped out at the other groups.like cleaning and folding of tents. erm kay then. once everything was over.gameboy taught sec3s TITANIC. heh so nice. =) went like this -> they built a ship titanic to sail the ocean blue they thought they had built a ship that no water can flow thru but lord almighty hands said the ship will never land it was saad when the big ship went down~ OH IT WAS SAD[repeat].OH IT WAS SAD.[repeat] it was sad when the big ship went down to the bottom all the husbands and wives,little children lost their lives it was sad when the big ship went downn~ mm yea, sec2s arrived and prize presentation commenced. gameboy got best group^^ yay haha well thats all ba..  on the ferry/bumboat/sampan/thingy with CIs and HOs lol.seenoevil-gerald,saynoevil-sebas,hearnoevil-me after we touched down at changi, went to eat wif joe they all.then took their bus back to bishan. damn tired sia, slept on the bus awhile.. bought bubble tea. walked to j8. walked around,buy ice cream then eateateat,then went down to buy xxl chicken.. thn.. homed i guess. sian-ed.got 2 tests to study right after camp.can die sia..zz a rather TESTing week eh?
right.let's start with saying.SIAN. mm dats like so true pls. anw common tests start this 28th july. hoorah for them.boos for us. nth much happened these few days really. 'cept some daopoking around in the class.hahas. been staying back in store for the past few days. bball all the way. today was different! DIFFERENT! mmyes. no basketball! study! tho not really effective..zz. tomorrow we've got double tests-chem&physics. alr sian-ed one half. rawr. the classes which have taken said they were like damndamndamn killer. lose confidence le la me.zz tomorrow's also survival camp`08@ubin! hope will have a good time eh? hmm noordin campsite.looks nicer..but WHO KNOWS FOR SURE! ahhhhh~ just thought i'd come and blog abit. cos im uber sian-ified. zz later go study abit of chem&phys ba.. *sighs manymanymany times* test tmr.
ah phys test tmr. sian-ified.craps sia. hope at least dun fail too badly.. =( hais. i really gotta buck up! must study more? hopefully after atc got more time.. HOPEFULLY. im so afraid. of so many things. do you noe that YOU're part of that many things? atc this friday.sians. but at least dunnid chem test cos leaving right aft recess.. gotta study abit for physics test le..hai. gotta cram the last bits into my brain.. im afraid =
to be cared for is a privilege.i guess im not privileged enough to be cared for. im part of the needy few. oral's over.did average.not good enough.not satisfied.hai. survival camp on friday.hopefully grp will be good. tests arent studied for. hopefully i can buck up for term3.but the chem teacher = fail. how to pass. hai. everyone needs someone to care.even if it's me. FCK YOU imposter.stop coming to my blog. youth day.
im young. cheers.to those 16 and above,you're old! xP im bored. later may hav tuition. z fin abit of hmwk.. oral dunno whether study enuf or not. mayb at night pia again.. hmmm this is a song yk sent me ystd. quite nice sehh Falling leaves like a blanket at my feet There's a canopy of stars And I just miss you like crazy Suddenly the world's too big And the hours move too slow And I just wish that you were holding me near Seven days, it feels like a year You whisper through the line You know I miss you like crazy So baby can you steal a plane A boat, the fastes train You know it just don't feel the same when you're gone [Chorus] 'Cause everytime you go away The sunshine starts to fade Frozen by the hands of time into a Permanent Monday Take me back into your arms And don't ever let me go 'Cause when I see you walk through that door I'm not lost anymore I'm home I'm home I won't sleep until you're finally next to me Can't wait to breahe you in Don't wanna waste my time dreaming I just wanna treat your name like A whipser on my skin And never have to say goodbye again [Chorus] 'Cause everytime you go away The sunshine starts to fade Frozen by the hands of time into a Permanent Monday Take me back into your arms And don't ever let me go 'Cause when I see you walk through that door I'm not lost anymore I'm home 'Cause when I feel you right here close to me Everything is where it's supposed to be, baby [Chorus] 'Cause everytime you go away The sunshine starts to fade Frozen by the hands of time into a Permanent Monday Take me back into your arms And don't ever let me go 'Cause when I see you walk through that door I'm not lost anymore I'm home I'm home Yes I am And I miss you like crazy -
 im bored. hais. abit nervous bout o level chinese oral this coming tuesday. hope i can do well. i need that a1! rawr. today pia abit of th notes. tmr pia more. plus homework. hais. if only there wasnt such a thing as tests or exams. haiya stress la stress. zz hope all goes well huh. this friday atc.looking forward to it i guess..not much special feelings abt it. 1 weekend of no homework.yay. ok im so damn sian-ed.guess i will do abit of hmwk. zz chs homecoming`08
woke up at 550.went to sch at 640. lol supposed to have bball tuition hahs. don late haha.. went court play myself.. thn don came at..7plus ba. thn played lor. played till..9plus near 10. went to store, changed, and helped out wif the STALL. 3-6 sold smoothies.  cut honeydew-DESMOND CHAN!  honeydew cutter no. 2 - SIHUA honeydew rocks lol. would have bought more, but no money.bleahh yea did abit of mobile sales and yeah. hahas nth much. aft my shift at 1plus, went to play bball wif kenneth soh,kunliang and jackson. halfway rain lol. we continued playing! hahs. end up ultra wet, esp shoes and socks.  AFTER THE DAMN RAIN LOL. went back to np store, changed and didnt wear socks for the rest of the day hahs. back to STALL.helped out abit. thn desmond sir and the rest came. went to pei them for the rest of the day lols. had so much fun. esp the terminator ride or wdv. siming sir was manning that thing. lols.no kicks sia. me and joe there playplay the kids beside us keep looking at us HAHA then went back store slack abit. then followed joe they all to j8. jeanie went home via mrt. the rest of us went macs eateat lol. THANKS DESMOND SIR FOR TREAT! ^^ yea then.. aft that, joe and joash wanted to go army market. then we parted ways.. walked back to sch. saw chia and the others. thn went back to store. slacked. read book. sleep. till 6 plus. thn went to pass key to joey.bought dinner, homed. now its to homework. zz be-yourself
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ISABELLE!^^  guess who xD be-yourself-day today. as part of youth day celebrations. also o level orals. for half of our class. lucky mine's nxt tues. z die. anw mus pia!! well, today went preeeety good. i think. ms hua gave us timeout choc in the morning. then mr lee lesson he gave us hershey truffles!  mr lee's truffles! ^^ then. went out for yuan's oral tuition. mus grab last opportunity b4 tues.no more her lesson on tues le.so mus listen more. or else oral will die. hai. aft sch went down to court to play. then as i was zao-ing. tio zam by basketball. then as kunliang said,i've got a damn red pimple.*painpain* to add to it. my hand's still hurting.damn. thn went back store slack.sleep awhile. thn went out again to play bball. i seriously noobish. need more practice!!!! >.< thn i tio whack AGAIN. and AAAAGAAAIN! -.- at this rate my specs' gona break le.. z well anw, tmr's catholic high's homecoming! going sch early to play bball wif don. bball tuition he says hahahaha. *630.early right..* homecoming y'all mus come support 3-6 store yea? we're selling smoothies! haha ---------------- i hate sony ericsson. bloody shit keep restarting for no f-ing reason. knn. so many problem. i wan to change fone.. rawr .jpg) lol emaths aft pe was preeety much boring. chia,ian,me,yk nth much happened today. had pe. scraped my hand on the damn rock wall. nxt time belay can le. rather not risk my body on the wall. hahs thn.. aft sch went to play bball. i need more practice =( and i think i spent like.. 8bucks on kissables. haha  kissables in class!  i totally love my name? heh  lol kissable 4. =) hai. hope i can promote. new month.
1st july.nth special.cept NCC day! lol toh still sucks. if not more. wheres mrs chua! >.< if.what if. i hate this. n its killing me alr. im crying.do you know that? im dying inside cos i cant stand it. i noe we said let go, but i kept hanging on. im sorry but ily. |