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i'm not gonna use physics for L1R5!
i hate physics dammit. i cant think PHYSICally.
rawr
today was a total failure. i left an entire question blank.
10 MARKS LEH WTF. i think this holiday has to go entirely to physics.

hais. dam depressed la kns. anw went LJS eat lunch. then go library. stay till about 430, then zao home.
watch hotshot ^^. today relax abit, tmr then hiong hiong. hahas.

guys, read OXFORD DICTIONARY OF SINGLISH. seriously damdamdam cool =D
did you noe that K N N B C C B is a very rude word? in fact the rudest word in singlish!? oh mann incredible huh? it means to....*better not say* but anw, if u say it, you are:
a)begging to get beaten up
b)trying to tell other ppl that you are born in a long kang.
LOL
dam lame. nxt time i see whether got anymore then i post up. so that when ppl use vulgarities, they will noe what they really mean.
HAHAS
update later?

Heavily Broken - The Veronicas

Almost giving up on trying
Almost heading for a fall
And now my mind is screaming out
I've gotta keep on fighting
But then again
It doesn't end


Get out of the way, I'm invincible
i wonder why there isn't anyone online at this time...
HMMMMM~
just had a refreshing nap and my left eye cant open properly. think sore eye seh..
anw spent the entire day looking at physics notes..
think i'll move on to lit at night.
not gonna watch F1. so boliao. hahas.
exam starts tomorrow.. so?
heh

Sticks And Stones - Aly And AJ


Sticks and stones won't break my soul
Get out of the way, I'm invincible
Throw them down
'Cause the one you hurt's not around, not around
It's not your place - honestly

s t u d y.

Im Only Me When Im With You - Taylor Swift

That I'm only up when you're not down
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground
It's like no matter what I do
Well, you drive me crazy half the time
The other half I'm only trying
To let you know what I feel is true
And I'm only me, who I wanna be
Well, I'm only me when I'm with you, with you

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studying was successful today to a certain extent.

okayy.looks like some ss/history essay opening.zz
wdv

reached school at 10+, found toon yang and andrew studyin physics. so went to study wif them.cleared some of my doubts^^
then did some more physics.. andrew's ipod touch alot of nice songs seh. hahas.
anw,achieved quite alot today. =D
went basketball at around 12plus.
then went back.. at around 1plusplus. hmm stared into space for awhile. then decided to go library. left school at around 2?

walked to j8, bought curry puff(my lunch..) then went library. found a space beside jason,junyao and samuel. lol squeezy la but.. nvm hahas.
study history quite long. but too slow. cant say it was a success though.intended to do abit of trigo after history de but.. hais.

left library at about 430. bought another curry puff, went popular for pens. saw BRISNGR! yay its out at last. considering whether to buy it..42.50 lehh. hmmmm. bought pens. then home.

i opened my social studies textbook.

人鱼的眼泪 - 南拳妈妈

first time. virgin. i opened it.
omygosh. LOL.
yea i nv opened my ss textbook, that's the truth.i didnt noe where it went after i dumped it into my locker. guess what, i found it yesterday. and i opened it today to write my name on it. =.=

paul lee ultimate revision. machine gun. *tooototoootoootooot* then he goes "okay class go home and do the papers i gave u. later got maths remedial arh, must go hor. or else u fail!"
he spent like less than 8minutes revising each topic, and almost finished the syllabus revision in less than a period..

haha and like spent much of the period talking to jeffrey. aiseh! he damn *^*(&**^ de. super old man mentality la him. call him ah pek oso not wrong lor. he seriously is like from different ERA. really. he doesnt think psp and computers are fun. his mindset is different from ours. he is the ultimate OLD MAN. whole day sleepsleep de, super blur and he can talk politics without refering to the papers. and he doesnt like the PAP, for some reason. he keeps criticizing the PAP. then i keep suanning him ask him go join anwar and his opposition party in malaysia. hahas. well, the only thing that marks him as teenager is that he plays handphone games,hates homework and looks quite young.HAHA

then that yuan dam &*^*$&
tmd suddenly tell us we need to take chinese exam. wtf la
duno wads her problem la.
suddenly say is school say de, suddenly say is HOD say.
in the whole damn bloody end, WHATS THE DAMN BLOOOOOODY VERDICT?!!

anw recess stay in class play gundam seed^^
ppl stay in class dun go recess is mug. i stay in class play gundam seed HAHAs.

hmm miss wong didnt come. hope she comes tmr though. i got some questions to ask~

anw. after sch went lecture theatre. wanted to attend mr lee's remedial. hmmmmmmm. but the air con is cocked. went out of the LT with andrew and went pri sch eat. wait for the chao kway teow dam long. zz in the end by the time we finished, and went back. lesson end. mr lee just told us to go online do the papers -.-
haha.

went to do some stuff after that. then play abit of soccer.. and left for library with andrew. saw jing rui,clement and ian there. sat there and started studying ss essays. lol. got space seh! hmm study dam long.
almost nodded off to sleep. shit i think i need to re-revise the stuffs. arghhhh.
went for a walk after finishing essays. got ambushed! *ahhh*
anw found a book,went back and dumped it on andrew. -.- hahas
hmm do abit of trigo.. and then left le. about 540?
mm then went to buy chilli crab o`s from old chang kee!
hehe
and i WALKED home. no jingrui it's not so far. lols
hmm jackson and sihua called me cos they saw me. they kept insisting i fell down when i totally didnt!! =.=

oh and zanny? you really have no character. no wonder cat high's reputation is plummeting down at such an alarming rate. i mean like, wtf la.everyone's rebuking ur every tag. why don't u admit defeat and run away wif ur tail between ur legs. pussy. YOU spoil the school's image. YOU are the embarrassment of our school. YOU spoil our name. i have a whole load of obscenities ready for you. but it's not suitable for broadcast here. so why dont u come find us? if ure brave enough to insult ppl from behind ur little 3-inch monitor in ur dilapidated dump u call ur home, why not come find us. hum ji arh.scared we really ah beng arh. go and die la pussy head. i bet even john's banana rasengan can make u pee in ur small little shrivelled pants.

ouch.


淚妝 - Nan quan mama

我只是你诉苦的对象
哭累之后休息的地方
我在你心里
到底是有没有一定重量


today. last lesson for history and ss. i decided to mug them. today!
=D
*gosh my stomach hurts*
hmm rest of the day went preeeetty nicely.
contact rugby during PE. kennna tackled by like..7 or 8 ppl? wtf yea. then like they try to pin me down la. then i was like WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF.
ya and then i was SLAMMED onto the ground. and my knee was devastated! hah okay not so serious,but got wound la. pain when touched-.-
physics after recess was... weird?
dam -.- hor?& this happened during physics haha
EH DUN MISUNDERSTAND! it's only Mass of Ice x Latent heat of Fusion

hahs. and i decided i need to mug maths soooon. maybe this weekend i have to go for miss wong's physics thingy le.. sian-ed.
hahas

and i think 3-6 dam -.-
eoys coming liao, half the class playing... HAHA.
our class typical lor. but still dam zai. xD

hmm stayed back aft school. alternating miss wong's phys remedial and the gundam seed gathering at the back of the class hahahas
i wanted to dj max but ben wan play gundam -.-
ahaha
then walked home, halfway wif ben, halfway with a cup of soya bean milk. heh
reached home. slept for 15mins-.-
went to bathe. then watch tv..
aaaand. studied! YES I STUDY. too bad for the absence of dota. or else i'd be playing it now..

oh yes. EOYs officially start next monday, 29th september.
ends on 8th october. argh hope i can do well mann.
time to brush up mannnnnn.
and i want my com fixed asap dammit.
please?

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好朋友模样
用来隐藏
对你的情感
连大声爱我都不敢想

A.C.
reached school early. IN STYLE. with no one stalking me in the corridors or anyone flashing the middle finger out of nowhere. =)

ALWAYS ONLINE.mp3 - JJ lin

和你one to one
爱开始扩散
我们连接了穿越天空银河


hah. i stared into space. i listened to music. i..i.was stoning. -.-
anw benjamin came. then i WRESTLED his psp from him. wahahaha.
then i spam dj max. still noob la. but. still can. haha.
then quintus come link play me. and i won one game! level one song.for seasons. HAHA. his percentage like win me by alot. but he still lost. till now, he still blames the freakin fever system.
lol had fun suanning him the entire day. he only responded with" COME LA. PLAY HARD MODE 6B!"
then i diamdiam liao. cos i cant even clear 4b. hahaha
noob sia. hahas.

anw rained this morning.no morning assembly outside.had it in class.
after which was carpe diem retest. I CANT FREAKIN BELIEVE I FAILED CARPE DIEM!!! OMG.OMG.OMG. dammmmmn. miss thian come in,see me, then laugh laugh laugh... wth lorr!! >.< size="2">nehh. he listens to the HOLY GRAIL. and notice he has HORNS.
brandon tries to deny it la. but, well, he is one. that's why he got kicked out of YCS. plus he listens to songs which are uber lucifer. hahahaha.
went walking around j8. bought takopachi. walked around even more. then went library. studied for awhile. then i got distracted. and it was a path of no return. i could'nt study le-.-
zz

homed alone at near 6. rushed back to watch zack&cody. haha.

rape victim
i have a confession to make.


i..i got raped.
BY SO MANNNNY PEOPLE. dammit!
rawr.
happened today after chem. went to do the middle finger stunt on ben koh. thn so happened micheal,anthony and the rest were there too. and well...
i flashed the M finger, and i got raped.
this happened in the corridor, outside 3-9.
now, i'm gona do a personal recount. read and u shall noe my pain..

after chemistry, i walked out of the classroom, walking ever so stylishly along the corridor.
then, i spotted benjamin koh and brandon. so i went to them and did the middle finger stunt.
i didn't realise that mike and anthony would react so strongly! i didnt even hav time to put down my bag!
they forced me down onto the floor and dragged me into the 3-9 classroom. my shouts for help were ignored as the door to freedom closed behind me.
they dragged me in and took away my bag.
i saw keefe, and asked for his help. but to my surprise, he encouraged them to go on. he went on packing his bag, and later sat down to watch the show..
then mike sat on my stomach and began unbuttoning my uniform. it was sick!
arghhh.
i didn't have the strength to resist anymore. i began to lose hope, and i gave up.
anthony and some other guy holding my legs felt my muscles relaxing and took advantage of this.
they stripped off my shirt and almost started on my pants.

then, i snapped.
i forced my way out of the throng of rapists! it was a hard and grueling battle, but after a few seconds, i fought my way out, and stood up.
my shirt was undone, my shoes almost out and my pants,thankfully, were still on me.
the rapists saw that i stood up and they gave up. they carried their bags, and left me to recuperate in the class.
it was an experience i will not be able to forget in the near future.

LOLS.

Crushcrushcrush - Paramore

They taped over your mouth
Scribbled out the truth with their lies
You little spies
update more later.

ah beng la.
lawl kenna suan-ed by andrew first thing in the morning.
at first he was bragging to me about his new iPod touch. then he say he use safari go everyone blog. then he said something about my tag.
lol
anw according to brandon, an ah beng is..

-one who picks up half smoked cigarettes from the floor. and then tries to smoke them.
-one who sees any laoahma on the street. then whacks her for no apparent reason.

lol lame hor. but!! haha dam funny.
hmm nothing much lor.
the day jus pass by~
chem spa dam fun. alot of cool colours. haha.
i went to 'boiling point' wesley during recess. then when he said fuck off i was like .*TEHHHHH*
=D

hmm. and then chinese lor. wads her problem mann.
whole life make us copy compo. wth..
zz
well, it beats listening to her voice.
and then chem. didnt do well in the test. hai.
D=

jus got back from school.. ponned circular's remedial.
she call yulin oso i dun care.
cos even if i go, i confirm will not learn anything at all de. confirm.
i have been studying chinese(how to study?...) by myself this whole year. without her it'd have been the same. so makes no difference.

hmm gonna watch hotshot now. later then bathe. xP
ooh! i still got like 2 boxes of pizza left in the fridge.
*yumyum*
fun quiz for myspace profile and blog

lol. jus watched finish hot shot.
i think qiu kui is jie er~
update more later.

A Sketch In Black And White - Eyes Set To Kill

i officially neeeeeeed to mug. im really falling behind in almost everything..even amaths! =(
what should i be doing now, im not sure.
i cant freakin complete the paper without referring. im going to break down man.
hais. i have not touched history or ss or physics or chem or maths or lit. im sure i will screw them if i dun start bucking up.
but how.
help me?
please?
before this silence engulfs me -
*i've tried to forget you. i buried myself in work everyday.but everytime i close my eyes, all i think about is you and all that has happened.i want to move on.*

OH SCREW THE ULCER DAMNIT.


28th shell traffic games
woke up dam early..
went school. open store. slept.music-ed.
changed. did some stuffs.
and then. boarded bus to singapore expo.

once there, got deployed to do different stuffs.
was in the group doing packing and giving out of goodie bags.
seeeeee. this year de sooo nice.

actual event was the traffic games finals. primary school kids. -.-
din really notice wad was happening at the circuit.
was busy giving out goodie bags.
oh ya,food was given out too. PIZZA HUT LEH! haha shiok mann.
gerald's LEANING TOWER OF PIZZAboxes.

ate pizza hut lunch at around 1230?
had.. 4 chicken wings, 2 slices of pizza, 6 pieces of garlic bread
=D
dam full.
then the mam ask us go eat the buffet -.-
i only went to eat the dessert lol.
then walk around lor.
circuit opened for public at 2.
dam sian de la this period of time.
almost fall asleep mann. while resting on the chair.
walked around the circuit dunno how many rounds la. legs dam dam dam tired.
xavier walked 100rounds lol.
the new age of bottles. GEADIDAS.impossible is everything.

uber boring la!!!
walk around so many times!!
talked alot oso.
then...walked around...then jacky sir came at around 5?
lol bought us sugarcane drink haha. thanks!!! =D
thn.. waited till 640++
bus came.
left the place.

reached school at..730? thanked sir, went down to change and keep the stuff.
we received many stuff. - 2 cartons of milo packets. 3 cartons of 100plus. 1 box of pizza(50). goodie bags. many many tissues.

good right? yes yes i noe. haha. rushed to change..
and went store slack. in the end decided to have dinner in school.
how?
we took some of the pizza..went outside our store, sit down and eat! =D
jacky sir joined us too.
dinner@chsnpcc store

hmmmm. and then. finished like.. 6 chicken wings. 1 pizza. 2 garlic bread. ^^
went back inside store, talktalk, and dj max-ed. then home at 9.

gotta chiong homework after this.. T.T

Nice Piece of Art - FM Static


You make me feel like a lavender sweater
and I'm caught in bad weather
IN MY VOLKSWAGON JETTA
You make me feel like a complete work of art
when I'm just falling apart
A really nice piece of art

i have no mood.

唯一的唯一 - 小宇




some stuff happened. seriously no mood alr.
tmr then blog la.

SPEAK PROPER ENGLISH
oral's tomorrow!
ahh. feeling stressed? nope.
only worried that i'd screw up picture convo. >.< size="2">haha paedophile. haha

dam lame de la..
then.. pe is uber sian. maths is cool. recess dam good.
except i saw this dam ugly prefect. tmd fat and act big. screw off la. ugly toot.
then phys is boring.
ss is slack. file check and seq.
but no one did seq though.

lols hmm dun think i going obs le~ *awww* haha wdv. got tuition at 330.. revise emaths! =D hope score well la. lol
会呼吸的痛 - 梁静茹


hahas yea. and goooooood luck for those having english oral today. in fact, NOW. lol
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it's night now. don't forget the lyrics is on now. not interested though. sneaked away from emaths revision. hahas.
continuing at 9! hah
tmr dam packed la.
emaths test. sa2 english oral. muster parade.
haii. ~.~

boiling point.
today started off rather slow.
with carpe diem test. okayy. over rated to call it a test.
damn lame la. but carpe diem = seize the day. in some language.
ppl din noe worh!
HAHA

ya wdv. day passed on *blahblah*
training. mr thomas came store give NYAA briefing. and well, did the stuff. and i followed him up to get details about OBS.
i think it looks like a dragon -.-

24th november to 28th. but guess the catch. i've gotta pay 347.75 for it. so im like. *enthusiasm draining~* okay.
then like. no way am i going le. it's joint with ncc and ncdcc. lol benedict's ppl are going too!

after all this im gonna have to do my NYAA. and history SBQ and maths. >.< as always, i forgot wad i wanted to blog this morning. HAIIIII.

我就是这样 (FULL CD Version) - Liu Li Yang, Tank


this is to zanny.
you want me to be refined? so shall it be.

dear zanny. *puke*,

i am bursting with joy to hear from you again. it should mean that you are doing well then. you are the highlight of my mundane life, you provide me, the impetus to say vulgarities in your face. i was enlightened by your characteristically narrow-minded views about schools and their students.

FIRSTLY. i do not think that just because people are from neighbourhood schools,they are stupid. no way. look at the amount of neighbourhood schools and compare it with the so called 'elite' schools. what do you see? the ratio is practically 5:1. so guess wad. singapore is stupid? singaporeans are dumb? no right. there you have it.

SECONDLY. JCs aren't all that elite. we've seen many polytechnic-ians emerge in singapore's elite 'rankings'. what does this show? they are not stupid just because they can't get into JCs. maybe they don't even want to get into JCs at all?

THIRDLY. sometimes people choose the easier way out. this doesn't necessarily mean that he or she is stupid. take it from our everyday life. just because you are not in triple science, means you are more dumb then those in triple? NO FREAKIN WAY. many people in double science choose to forgo the chance to go triple, due to various reasons: laziness, not wanting to undergo extra stress and so on.. this does not mean they are stupid? so many untapped talents. they're not always from the cream of the crop. watch out, because even ITE's making a move from behind to catch up with the society. with the way our society's moving, everybody's going to have equal and unbiased educational qualifications soon.

LASTLY. your name. i've gotta be honest with you. although it hurts me to say this, your name is excessively feminine. i can't stand it. from the moment i saw your name, i could just picture your face, as you rise from the pile of cow dung, the rags you call clothes hang off your mangled, malnourished frame, and you. breathing so heavily, as if you are going to die anytime soon. you seem to be the kind who are excessively irritating, exceedingly insensitive and guess what. MORONIC. if you do not like someone, why visit their blog in the first place. no one needs your damned comments? keep them to yourself. no one asked you for it and you had to act like you are all high and mighty, and give your comments. FOR WHAT?! it's not as if you give constructive comments right.
SO, to conclude, zanny. i'm very sorry that you turned out this way. i'm sorry for not scolding you more vulgarities when i had the chance to. i was overcome with regret and sorrow, as i watch you sink deeper and deeper into that pile of crap you call your life.

coming from the bottom of my heart
yours sincerely,
ME.

haircheck,

Yan Lei Xiao Le 眼泪笑了 - Liu Li Yang

谢谢你曾让我难过
谢谢我没有想太多
当爱情左盼右顾的时候

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pass haircheck.
but tio cut arhh!
*sobb*
heng ms hua merciful mann..cut abit only
not like some ppl...kena SQUARED
squared.see wad i mean?

haha.
mr lee din come..so no maths.lol
rest of the day went well~
when sch ended,i wanted to play rock-a-doodle-doo
but kena koped-.-
so followed yk and sweeyan go j8.
heyuan and sebas oso came lol
on the way keep suanning sebas =)
then..reach j8, parted ways.
yk me sweeyan went macs eat
and now we noe why yk is weird..

then we walkwalk all around j8..
went popular buy some pens..then while queueing up to pay, SOMEONE blow air behind me. -.-
paid then walk around more..sweeyan treat us ice cream! thankks! xP
walked home at 4 lol.dam waste time de hahas
update more later?
jus finish watching first class.
lol. the same drama scene..every episode. wth mann
anw im worrying about my english oral this friday.
esp picture convo. im scared arhhh.
only hope easy passage, easy convo topic, easy picture. i dun wanna screw this up..
my chinese alr die-ed. cant let english die oso.
must work hard SMARTLY!
=D
zz keep forgetting what i wanna blog about mann.
guess i gotta keep a notebook to take down wad im thinking... LOL

CRUSH -


-zanny's a humji kia,no b wan act got b-

545,141

the world's ending. i swear. sooner or later. with all that pollution and crap coming in. dun die is fake. jus hope it ends just after i die? *evil grin* or maybe i won't die. cos im immortal! xD

一直都在 - Wee Kheng Ming and Zhang Jing

爱一直都在 我从不曾走开 当你回头看见我别意外 这种不知明的未来 试一试又变成无奈 我还是会说等待

study hard arhh.eoys coming.after that jiu go crazy. for awhile. then it's back to the books i go. for now i gotta convince myself its good to study. but so far..not really working. not really studying eh? *die!*

im bored. school is boring and stupid~ im waiting for lan qiu huo to load. well my life's one big blank. nothing much to read. nothing much to experience.

well im gonna complain. about that biatch named yuan. everything 校方规定this, 校方规定that. wtf la. unreasonable lor. she old woman i understand, but she's totally unreasonable pls. tmd. even her own colleagues oso dun like her leh. she totally CANNOT teach for nuts. even squirrels teach better than her la. and they cant talk! wth.
oh yea.. brandon went nuts in class today. dam funny. hahas.
damn brandon for scribbling on my paper -.-

update more later at night ba~ ciao

just spent like 1 hour doing up my blogskin. lol
how is it?
anw. I DESPISE YOU, ZANNY.
quit tagging on ruimin's blog and come find me la. tmd.
i mean like, u deserve yuan mann. and that's like even worse than.. the worst.
no b wan act got b. no c wan find c but cannot find. i mean like, you gotta have c before u can s my c. if not i kick u away dun let u s arhh.
zanny is a ffumb name. terminally dumb and idiotic. whoever chooses that name to tag ppl is like. WOW. DUMB.F-ED. UGLY.
SO FUGLY ZANNY. eh nice right. new name for you zanny. FUGLY.
so dumb. o level sure fail de la. act so big for wad. get 10 a1s la. act smart despise other ppl. before u do that. take a look at urself, in the mirror. o ya..u cant bear to look at urself, ur hse no mirror, cos u too fugly. hmm i understand.. no wonder u duno how u are. hmm fuglies,fuglies. too dumb to admit they are dumb, too act smart to be smart. so what happens? they become jealous of other ppl. and they start underestimating them. then they think they are smart. so is it effective?
NO. fuglies will remain fuglies. esp the one who calls himself zanny.
effing ugly. thats wad u are. internally and externally.

WASTED time doing this. but im feeling so relieved. that excerpt is the CLEAN version. wait till i ultra pissed u see how many thousand swear words inside arh. too bad my blog very PG. so cannot anyhow-anyhow.

going to do some homework after this. then read book. and sleep. haha.

13 september.
happy birthday CLARENCE & MEIYI!
=D


hah. went to school for stupid yuan remedial. end up kena stay back for more than an hour. zz
went j8 eat kfc.
read in chinese.
then wait for don, and went library.
see study group, studied. don left after awhile though.
thn the action starts. cos kettlewoman waiting for someone to come. thn joe and me keep suanning her. so fun ^^
hahhas. then once that someone came, they went to eat and i went upstairs to find books. once borrowed, i went to find them.

more suanning done LOL.
hmm actually oso nothing much leh today. study oso nv study much. it's all kettlewoman's fault la. keep suanning her, keep arguing wif her until no time study! >.<
haiiiiiiya.
anw ya,went back to study again. then left at near..430? wanted to go the superband thing, but..not very noisy leh, so din go. hahas

and then.. buy lollipop and home.
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月光下 - 黄启铭

lurve this song mann. =D
cant find lyrics though.

just finished dinner. waiting for diamond dust rebellion to load finish. ^^
chatting with kettlewoman. totally TOTALLY no brainer mannnn. hahas

middle fingers & stealth

真的,我沒事- 符致逸


day started off kinda fine..
then it descended to boring as yuan came. no not boring.
NOT WORTH LISTENING.
seriously, i have learnt nothing ever since she took over. NOTHING.
higher chinese really higher seh. teacher lousy, we have to totally depend on ourselves. wth..

recessed LATE.z
phys was booooring. then maths. and remedial.
and training.

and home.

im bored.. tag me tag me!
lols
oh yea... tmr's clarence and maggie's birthdays! HAHA

time time time
911 arhhhh.one minute of silence to mourn the victims..
*1 minute..shhh*
The Time of My Life - David Cook

And I'm out on the edge of forever
Ready to run
I'm keeping my feet on the ground
My arms open wide
My face to the sun


pe today was crap.
handball doesnt seem so fun without them le.
sians.

went thru proving circles and stuffs.
its okay..?
recess-ed.
phys- bored till can sleep.
ss - file checking. slack. =D

after sch went store.. PSP! dj max. aha noob,but can waste time~
waited for jackson finish his retest then went bball.
i seriously need to improve!! >.<
i wanna play properly arhh.

chem revision test tmr? hmm not really planning on mugging. jus flip thru txtbk la, look thru file. lol hope easy stuff comes out. xD
training tmr. muster parade postponed till further notice.sian-ed.
polish until so nice for nothing. wasted! *arghh*

siao char bo singsong.
*ear drums burst*
wthhhhhh arhhh
yulin sing song, sing until ultra high pitch man. then microphones still tune until so LOUD.
then wolverine aka wang jian. kao dam man la his voice. low like OMG LOW. -.-
k lame. wdv. had this mooncake festival assembly this morning. waste time de la.. but zezhou dam cool. hahas. everyone was teasing him about his performance on stage xD

I Kissed A Girl - Katy Perry

hmm nothing much ba. left history early to go for physics spa. basically rather easy la. got the "correct" gradient.. but i did something ultra dumb and completely out of my nature. i left out the damndamndamn title for the graph. waste one mark. ah. kns!

then..nothing much le la.
but i seriously neeeeeeeed to buck up on my picture convo. cos it sucks. well who's to say my whole oral component won't suck. haiiis~
oral's next friday. 20% of sa2. hopefully wont screw up eh?
bleah..

all around me


All Around Me - Flyleaf

hah today nth much..
did some vocab stuff during english..preeeetty easy.
then did compo practice. lol fin in time wor.
=)

mrs yap on mc today. no lit lol.
too bad no powerful digression. hahas
recess early.
ss file check after recess. dam messy -.-
then chem. lol, i need to start studying old stuff le~

after sch went to play basketball. i need one month to hardcore basketball. after fyes. MUST PLAY BETTTER. >=D
home after suanning yk,cos he had to stay back for his sec1s.
hahs, blogging in front of the teeveeee.
firstclass hahas.
i dug this out just now lol. chma 07

oh btw did i mention. tmr's my deathdate. we're so gonna get screwed. REAL BADLY. >.<>

冬季恋歌
at yk hse lol.
wanted to play bball de.but the key went to j8..
dun wanna go home.
sorry for making these few days' posts so emo.
gona try and cheer up?
ya see how.
watching hot shot now. xP

OH YA. whole class pon yuan remedial today. tmr confirm act pitiful de.tsktsktsk.
plus she got lost while trying to backstab us la. take so long to come find us.in the end need to find BRANDONKORKOR to open the door. HAHA wth sia
update more later ba.

Cry - Jay Sean | RnBXclusive.com

some pictures today. lazy type~
this is yuan's brandon. model of the year seh.

compare&contrast. now i know why social studies is so important -.-

stupid.
why oh why.i've got to cheer up eh?
how to, when even my family's against me.
everything i do is always wrong.dun do anything OSO WRONG.
what must i do to be accepted.
this only gona last for tonight. i swear tmr i will be happy. whether is it real or just a facade.

rantings

hiaa~
my life's getting screwed to screwed-er.
wonder how its gona go from here on.
much as i wan to be carefree and happy-go-lucky.
its not really happening isit.
im jus getting emo. and all that shit.
i dun like this feeling, its tearing me from inside out. well, its not really affecting my studies.so dun worry.
the whys and whos in my world is getting blurrer and blurrer as people leave and friends distance themselves.
i wonder, why is it NOW that all the things start screwing up for me. why me?WHY ME!? im not strong enough for these(even though i am physically*grins*,wdv) im so afraid i might breakdown soon.


&&everything's MY FAULT.HAPPY?
well wdv ba.found this!
argh.need someone to talk to.someone to confide in..any takers? =(



so go on, leave me.
i hate.
i love.
i hate.

the stupid things i do. for what. no one appreciates it anw.it only irritates.
other ppl do it better than me. i dun see the point in doing it.
everything i ever do is wrong.not once is it correct.even if it is, its like, once in a SQUARE blue moon.

wdv.went back sch take chinese results.
screwed. hai.
my sms limit's exceeded. and im gonna get scolded by my parents again.im never praised for anything i do wad, so get scolded jiu get scolded lor,i've gotta get used to it sooner or later.
m
y studies are getting from bad to worse. i din get any studying done this hols. and im screwed. i jus wanna breakdown and jus sleep FOREVER. but i noe no matter how much i wan it, it wont happen.

BUT WDV.nvm de la.

anw aft the stupid thing, went j8 for lunch.walked around.went back sch.played badminton. old people favoured the place huh.
guess who lol.
all the way till near 7plus.went dinner at market. home.

Is It You? - Cassie

Someone who won't take for granted
How much I care (How much I care)
And appreciates that I'm there
Someone who listens
And someone I can call who isn't afraid of love to share

woodlands
我的回忆种满你曾对我说过的预言
开成了一座遗憾的花园
也许一天在挤满行人的那一条街
你才会发现我留下的空缺


空缺Empty Space - 伍家辉Wu Jia Hui

woke up felt like vomitting,but didnt... wonder why.
but wdv, went to soak myself in cold water, then styled my hair. ^^
getting abit too long, fringe is unruly,back too 'standy'
cutting soon.sooooon.
at around 12 plus,left the hse.
went down, took out umbrella. after a few mins only, rain jiu stop le.
i was like. eh wtf.
thn at the traffic lights, while waiting, i realised i took my bro's havaianas by mistake. -.- too late to go back LOL.
met jackson at busstop. wait for ruimin.
thn mrt-ed to khatib,wait for don.
thn mrt-ed to woodlands. went to eat at the food court lol.

andrew smsed me, told me he at bishan, when we all at woodlands LOL. he's like being an idiot. once again. hahahas

went woodlands library lo.
oo cool.and big.hahs
spent time there doing my homework. still got big gaps in btwn the works.but at least they're being done.
all that's left now are the section Cs of the 2 phys mock exams and the emaths setA&B.

well,studyin all day is not good.so my brain did smth random.
cute hor? ^^

heh.poked my "face" for abit. then we all laughed. cos the others were slapping my "face" and poking it.
xD

heard yk made a blog.
heard he has a new pencilcase.
yay.more target for assault. xP

space bar.

Monochrome - Kizuke Nakatta devotion - UVERworld
Ima no boku ga anata no tame ni dekiru koto wa

imma die this FYE.
i can hardly do the phys and maths holiday homeworks without leaving huge gaps in between mann.imma die mannnnn.
well, no one cares anw. so =)
some ppl think they're neglected. YEAH RIGHT.open ur eyes la.
u duno wad it is to be totally neglected.its only a feeling wad.
imma die. im gona die. i am going to die.
yay.
im going to breakdown soon.i swear.
-----
lol was discussing finer points of textbooks with taisheng
i din realise textbooks were of any use except for paperweights.
omg. i can learn from them?!
WOW.
incredible.

remedials
Second Chance - Faber Drive
went back sch for remedials today.
woke early.read book. eat breakfast.walk to sch.see ppl.
remedial start.
phys first.2hours. then chem.near 2hrs.
fun la.but im losing confidence in myself.i dunno how to do phys questions.im gonna die.hai.

n i realised.my life is a bloody wreck.
i cant seem to do anything right. i cant excel in anything. wads the point of continuing on.who's gona recognise my efforts.myself? yea.other ppl? no. whatever i do will never be correct, everything i do is wrong. i screwed up,big time.

happy teacher's day
start of the sept holidays.
tried homework.
*die*
z

Hate That I Love You (feat. Ne-Yo) - Rihanna

nth to blog about..
tues go back sch.fri go back sch.
sian liao.
depressed shit la. z
watching "how to be..." vids. DAM FUNNY. xD
hahs lame la.but funny.